is painful, we were all kids once. now we only see each other on occasion, whats that occasion? “lets get drunk enough so that we are able to have conversations with one another” Drinking only brings out the worst in you, or so we are told to believe. Maybe its that which makes us comfortable enough to be ourselves again and interact with one another. after all life’s a silly competition and who wouldn’t feel safe among other people exposing their most unattractive truths. i think drinking brings out the whats left of us. gone are the altered and tailored personalities we’ve custom fit to best match the dress code known as life. this has been a tragedy in the making, since grade school we have been conditioned to live for the weekend. the other five days of the week are just us going through the motions, making sure the wheel keeps turning and turning and turning. as much as i love science it sometimes makes me wonder. its all about searching for excuses as to why we cant do things or how infinitely irrelevant we are. if Einstein hadn’t discovered the speed limit that is the speed of light, would we have been more encouraged to set our own speed limit. the more we know the less it seems is possible…it just adds on limitations to dreaming. once you know all that you cant do, the fun is sapped outta life a little. i already cant be 90% of the things i wanted to be as a kid; racecar driver, astronaut, pro athlete etc… i use to dream of traveling through space in my own ship like star wars and visit other galaxies and planets. now when i have those same dreams i think of the distance id have to travel or the amount of energy even required to do so. these dreams are infinitely less fantastic. i’ve seen the future quite a few times this week, just woke up from it today. call it dreaming but i know the difference. i would just like to say that anything is still possible and that there are no limitations on the mind (its not apart of this universe). we can all still do great things, everyone has the ability to do more. we believed these things to be true as children and i don’t see why as adults we have to stop believing /queue_journey
/endrant
-ep